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    Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
    9:38 pm
    Cabin Fever
    So just got back from jaxx's cabin. Soooo much fun. we only went for 4 days and it was barley sunny but it was still good times. we went tubing and dirtbiking and for walks and played lots of Crib and rummy. it was grand. alltho i pracktically killed myself with minor injuries. i ran teh dirtbike into the ditch while making a turn (i almost made it too) so i got a little scratched up and little internal brusing. then i got swimmers itch from tubing. and then i fell and got a rock stuck in my hand. yea that all happend in one day too. well done Zo! sheesh! it was lots of fun tho. and the ride up was awseom too. we picked up some hitch hikers cuz we'd never done that before and we're like oh where are you from expecting them to be like oh we're from duncan(cuz that's wher he picked them up) but they're like france. and we're like WOAH! that's a far way! and so we took them up to ladysmith. and they decided that because i could speak french that they would speak to me and they speak so fast it's hard to keep up. but it was good times and we got their phone number cuz they want us to take them out when they come to vic. but i'm tired adn i'm goin ot bed but i thought i'd post my little trip.
    Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
    12:57 pm
    Zobra is Back
    so it's been almost a year since i've written in this thing. so many things are different in my world it's insane. I've gained a lot more self confidence and respect and let my tell you i can defenatly hold my own ground. Last time i wrote in here i was all pissed off at a boy(who I now realize was not worth my time). i've got a totaly different attitude to situations like that all together. I don't have the time to sulk over something that was barely there. i think that maybe writing in the journal is good for me tho so i think i'll try and post regularly.
    Wednesday, September 18th, 2002
    5:13 pm
    something to do
    so yes why is it people can be so mean. more like why is he so mean? but what did i expect i was warned... why do i go for the bad ones? ergh! on another note.. i ahd a shitty morning so that adds to my shitty day. everything was yucky then i spilt the garbage all over my kitchen floor and almost cried about it. wow aren't i special. ah! had an english test i didn't know about and i have a math test 2 morrow that i'm so not ready for. i'm allready freaking about the final exam i know i can't pass it i have no writing ability what so ever. honestly i don't know how to properly punctuate a sentace. so going to have fit about it. gah shitty days. suck.... yes so moving to Montreal exciting but also scary... Ariel told me yesterday that she isn't sure she wants to live with me.. and iw as like um.. ouch.. but maybe she didn't mean it exactly how she said it... i know i've been a bitch latley because i'm not happy with myself. So to those i've been a bitch to i'm sorry. Makes me sad that i've hurt people cuz i'm miserable. well yes this is esentially pointless rambling. the homework must be done.

    Current Music: Something Corperate- If you see Jordan
    5:13 pm
    something to do
    so yes why is it people can be so mean. more like why is he so mean? but what did i expect i was warned... why do i go for the bad ones? ergh! on another note.. i ahd a shitty morning so that adds to my shitty day. everything was yucky then i spilt the garbage all over my kitchen floor and almost cried about it. wow aren't i special. ah! had an english test i didn't know about and i have a math test 2 morrow that i'm so not ready for. i'm allready freaking about the final exam i know i can't pass it i have no writing ability what so ever. honestly i don't know how to properly punctuate a sentace. so going to have fit about it. gah shitty days. suck.... yes so moving to Montreal exciting but also scary... Ariel told me yesterday that she isn't sure she wants to live with me.. and iw as like um.. ouch.. but maybe she didn't mean it exactly how she said it... i know i've been a bitch latley because i'm not happy with myself. So to those i've been a bitch to i'm sorry. Makes me sad that i've hurt people cuz i'm miserable. well yes this is esentially pointless rambling. the homework must be done.

    Current Music: Something Corperate- If you see Jordan
    Thursday, August 15th, 2002
    10:32 pm
    Why do things have to have to changed.. what did i do why do i frustrate you? i must have done something. you must know what it is why aren't you telling me.. it's tearing me up inside.. the thought of not having to as a friend breaks my heart. i don't wan to lose you. you mean so much to me ... i love you so much.. how can you just take it away... you say your not. we just wont be as close... but that's not good enough for me... i want things to be the way they were... why can't they be? what's changed? Drama

    Current Mood: crushed
    Thursday, August 1st, 2002
    10:32 pm
    Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
    4:50 pm
    1:06 pm
    blargh!
    well.. today is Ariel's birthday! let's all say HaPPY Birthday Ariel!!!! yaya! she's suductively seventeen.... aren't you excited for her?
    yea well Lauren and JAnine are on their way to montreal today... hope they have fun! and i hope they write me.. i'm gonna miss them lots....

    why are mom's all crazy? i know my mom sure is... she's all worried(well paranoid) about how i'm spending my pay check.. she doens't want me to waste it er somthing.. and i'm like wtf! it's my money.. she wants me to save it er some shit.. and i was like i don't think so.. hum.. let's see i'll go out and work hard and then sit at home and do nothing cuz i have to save my money.. (for what!!!) doesn't make sense....
    hum.. i hope this summer turns out well... i feel a little bit crazed at the momenti ahve no work 2morrow and then saturday and sunday... and then i'm painting my room on wednesday after work.. then my birthday is in a week... (psssttt... JUly 3rd) yea i don't even know what to do for that.. i think i may just have a few friends sleepover er somthing ultra gurly... that's hoping and assuming i ahve carpet in my room.... it'll suck if i don't... apparently the carpeters will be busy till the end of july! that would be insane.. well i'm very excited abuot my new house anyways.. but i'm gonn have to get used to it.. it's in a totally differnt area...
    gah.. today is not fun.. i feel toally lonley and abandoned(i have no idea how to spell it) why is everyone busy.. or not home... ah well.. doens't matter... i'll just laze around fer a bit more....

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: MIssy Elliot- old school joint
    Friday, June 21st, 2002
    1:55 pm
    Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
    10:35 pm
    wow i could really use a hug
    it kills mw inside when my friends are hurting so much... i was talking to one of my friends 2nite and he was telling me how much his dad is an asshole to him sometimes.. and now would be one of those times.. it makes me insane theses parents of his have no idea how to riase a child properly... i've heard nothing but horror stories from him and it just kills me to hear them.. i care about all my friends so much and i hate it when they are miserable or in pain and i just wanna give them a big hug,... but unfortunatly phones don't allow that. gah!

    Current Mood: sympathetic
    Current Music: Air- remember
    Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
    9:28 pm
    Monday, May 27th, 2002
    6:39 pm
    i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Who do you think you are?
    6:37 pm
    i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Who do you think you are?
    6:37 pm
    i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Who do you think you are?
    6:37 pm
    i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Who do you think you are?
    6:37 pm
    i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Who do you think you are?
    Sunday, May 26th, 2002
    5:25 pm
    does anyone actually read this?
    4:48 pm
    oh baby
    he he he Zoƫ was a bad gurl this weekend. but she had fun! oh let me tell you!
    he he yea this weekend was the most fun i've had in a long time. thanx to some illegal substances.
    Friday night was spent at dance class(so much fun! i'm actually improving! hard work does pay off) then my mom and Ariel came to pick me up and informed me i was going to lauren's and i sed ok... so off we went.. but not before we stop at Mc Dicks for a little dinner. well that night was fun. Lo-Job 2000 and 1 i love you and it was an interesitng experience to get high wiht you for the first time... it's much fun we should do it more often.
    Saturday- got up around 10 (damn good sleep) babysat from 1-4:30 wasn't as bad as i imagined it would be. i then went home got all dressed to go out. adn went over to Sarah Kerr's. so that was fun.. not as many ppl as we were expecting to showed up but meh.. we had up to about 15 maybe 20 at one point. it was lots of fun. smirnoff ice taste really good mixed wiht pepsi and lemon(or if your lazy pepsi twist) yummy... mmm.. and we ate many stawberry's. and Jaxx and i had lots of Ice fights. then everyone jumped in and started to throw ice down my shirt... some hoe grason got ice in my shirt throwing the ice backwards. and then russell put ice in my shirt so i tried to put it in his but then i ended up breaking his necklace... ooops... i feel so bad about it.. i hope he can fix it. oh man then Jaxx and Sarah and SArah and Colin all left and then Shannon and Julie left and i was all alone wiht Grayson Scott Russ and Erin. it was kinda strange.. not bad strange but good strange... SO the boys and i got a little curious as to where JAxx and friends had gone so we all (minus scott who very kindly stayed to watch teh house) got into Russell's car to go look for them.. so we found them and we all went back to sarah's. yes well i wish i could have spent the night cuz it would ahve been even more fun but i had to work this morning...
    Sunday- NO HANGOVER!!! that's a record for me
    so yes working then a 3million hour bus ride.
    yea but i got a pay check. only $40 but ya know it counts... hum.. i don't work till the 8th better conserve my money.
    man i am in an altered state of mind. i feel like i'm in a dream world i'm all numb.. 6hours of sleep do that....
    wow i have super dark brown hair.

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: this is for my people- missy elliot feat. eve
    Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
    10:22 pm
    "what goes around gets dizzy and falls down"
    hum.... i feel quite satisfied. had some sushi had some jones and a little chocolate... yummy...
    so yes this day was interesting.. i saw requium for a dream.. it was good and i saw the parent trap (new version) he he love it.. yea hum... van morrison is great... it reminds me of being a little kid cuz my parents used to listen to him.
    my underwear sings.. the tequilla song.

    gah! i can't believe it

    Current Mood: relaxed
    Current Music: VAn morrison- someone like you
    Sunday, May 19th, 2002
    12:41 pm
    i, the throw away
    wow my weekend has kinda sucked so far. friday i did nothing... i mean nothing ergh! yesterday was a little better cuz i got to go out for chinese food with max's family and mine but tiffin made me feel totally unwelcome cuz she was like yea we're goin for chienese food and heather sez hey Zo you going out or are you comming.. and tiffin sez i don't think she was invited.. and i was like thanx a lot . and i've ben feeling totally emotional cuz i feel isolated like i ahve no friends.. and then she sez that and i wanted to cry.. then at dinner i would say something and she would be like calm down or don't get so worked up and i was like wtf she was editing me cuz i din't sound good enough for her... i dunno.. i hurt .
    well i gtg shopping
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