urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love Zobra Zobra 2003-08-13T04:45:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:23580 2003-08-13T04:45:19Z 2003-08-13T04:45:19Z So just got back from jaxx's cabin. Soooo much fun. we only went for 4 days and it was barley sunny but it was still good times. we went tubing and dirtbiking and for walks and played lots of Crib and rummy. it was grand. alltho i pracktically killed myself with minor injuries. i ran teh dirtbike into the ditch while making a turn (i almost made it too) so i got a little scratched up and little internal brusing. then i got swimmers itch from tubing. and then i fell and got a rock stuck in my hand. yea that all happend in one day too. well done Zo! sheesh! it was lots of fun tho. and the ride up was awseom too. we picked up some hitch hikers cuz we'd never done that before and we're like oh where are you from expecting them to be like oh we're from duncan(cuz that's wher he picked them up) but they're like france. and we're like WOAH! that's a far way! and so we took them up to ladysmith. and they decided that because i could speak french that they would speak to me and they speak so fast it's hard to keep up. but it was good times and we got their phone number cuz they want us to take them out when they come to vic. but i'm tired adn i'm goin ot bed but i thought i'd post my little trip. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:23520 2003-08-02T20:03:29Z 2003-08-02T20:03:29Z so it's been almost a year since i've written in this thing. so many things are different in my world it's insane. I've gained a lot more self confidence and respect and let my tell you i can defenatly hold my own ground. Last time i wrote in here i was all pissed off at a boy(who I now realize was not worth my time). i've got a totaly different attitude to situations like that all together. I don't have the time to sulk over something that was barely there. i think that maybe writing in the journal is good for me tho so i think i'll try and post regularly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:23272 2002-09-19T00:23:29Z 2002-09-19T00:23:29Z Something Corperate- If you see Jordan so yes why is it people can be so mean. more like why is he so mean? but what did i expect i was warned... why do i go for the bad ones? ergh! on another note.. i ahd a shitty morning so that adds to my shitty day. everything was yucky then i spilt the garbage all over my kitchen floor and almost cried about it. wow aren't i special. ah! had an english test i didn't know about and i have a math test 2 morrow that i'm so not ready for. i'm allready freaking about the final exam i know i can't pass it i have no writing ability what so ever. honestly i don't know how to properly punctuate a sentace. so going to have fit about it. gah shitty days. suck.... yes so moving to Montreal exciting but also scary... Ariel told me yesterday that she isn't sure she wants to live with me.. and iw as like um.. ouch.. but maybe she didn't mean it exactly how she said it... i know i've been a bitch latley because i'm not happy with myself. So to those i've been a bitch to i'm sorry. Makes me sad that i've hurt people cuz i'm miserable. well yes this is esentially pointless rambling. the homework must be done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:22800 2002-09-19T00:20:21Z 2002-09-19T00:20:21Z Something Corperate- If you see Jordan so yes why is it people can be so mean. more like why is he so mean? but what did i expect i was warned... why do i go for the bad ones? ergh! on another note.. i ahd a shitty morning so that adds to my shitty day. everything was yucky then i spilt the garbage all over my kitchen floor and almost cried about it. wow aren't i special. ah! had an english test i didn't know about and i have a math test 2 morrow that i'm so not ready for. i'm allready freaking about the final exam i know i can't pass it i have no writing ability what so ever. honestly i don't know how to properly punctuate a sentace. so going to have fit about it. gah shitty days. suck.... yes so moving to Montreal exciting but also scary... Ariel told me yesterday that she isn't sure she wants to live with me.. and iw as like um.. ouch.. but maybe she didn't mean it exactly how she said it... i know i've been a bitch latley because i'm not happy with myself. So to those i've been a bitch to i'm sorry. Makes me sad that i've hurt people cuz i'm miserable. well yes this is esentially pointless rambling. the homework must be done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:22546 2002-08-16T05:36:03Z 2002-08-16T05:36:03Z Why do things have to have to changed.. what did i do why do i frustrate you? i must have done something. you must know what it is why aren't you telling me.. it's tearing me up inside.. the thought of not having to as a friend breaks my heart. i don't wan to lose you. you mean so much to me ... i love you so much.. how can you just take it away... you say your not. we just wont be as close... but that's not good enough for me... i want things to be the way they were... why can't they be? what's changed? 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(for what!!!) doesn't make sense.... <br />hum.. i hope this summer turns out well... i feel a little bit crazed at the momenti ahve no work 2morrow and then saturday and sunday... and then i'm painting my room on wednesday after work.. then my birthday is in a week... (psssttt... JUly 3rd) yea i don't even know what to do for that.. i think i may just have a few friends sleepover er somthing ultra gurly... that's hoping and assuming i ahve carpet in my room.... it'll suck if i don't... apparently the carpeters will be busy till the end of july! that would be insane.. well i'm very excited abuot my new house anyways.. but i'm gonn have to get used to it.. it's in a totally differnt area...<br />gah.. today is not fun.. i feel toally lonley and abandoned(i have no idea how to spell it) why is everyone busy.. or not home... ah well.. doens't matter... i'll just laze around fer a bit more.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:21609 2002-06-21T20:52:02Z 2002-06-21T20:52:02Z <center><br /><img src="http://www.sailororion.com/graphics/fun/senshiquiz/jupiter.jpg"><br><br /><a href="http://www.sailororion.com/fun/quizsenshi.html" target="new"><br />Find Out Which Senshi You Are At SailorOrion.com</a><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:21422 2002-06-19T05:43:25Z 2002-06-19T05:43:25Z Air- remember it kills mw inside when my friends are hurting so much... i was talking to one of my friends 2nite and he was telling me how much his dad is an asshole to him sometimes.. and now would be one of those times.. it makes me insane theses parents of his have no idea how to riase a child properly... i've heard nothing but horror stories from him and it just kills me to hear them.. i care about all my friends so much and i hate it when they are miserable or in pain and i just wanna give them a big hug,... but unfortunatly phones don't allow that. gah! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:21161 2002-06-13T04:26:56Z 2002-06-13T04:26:56Z <br><a href="http://spacefem.com/uselessquiz/index.shtml"><br /> <img src="http://spacefem.com/uselessquiz/9.gif" border="0"><br /> </a><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:20840 2002-05-28T01:40:09Z 2002-05-28T01:40:09Z Who do you think you are? i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:20582 2002-05-28T01:40:08Z 2002-05-28T01:40:08Z Who do you think you are? i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:20301 2002-05-28T01:39:42Z 2002-05-28T01:39:42Z Who do you think you are? i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:20174 2002-05-28T01:39:20Z 2002-05-28T01:39:20Z Who do you think you are? i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:19958 2002-05-28T01:39:01Z 2002-05-28T01:39:01Z Who do you think you are? i hate you live journal you wont lat me put pictures on my profile! i hate you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:19537 2002-05-27T00:23:25Z 2002-05-27T00:23:25Z does anyone actually read this? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:19368 2002-05-27T00:20:57Z 2002-05-27T00:20:57Z this is for my people- missy elliot feat. eve he he he Zoë was a bad gurl this weekend. but she had fun! oh let me tell you!<br />he he yea this weekend was the most fun i've had in a long time. thanx to some illegal substances. <br />Friday night was spent at dance class(so much fun! i'm actually improving! hard work does pay off) then my mom and Ariel came to pick me up and informed me i was going to lauren's and i sed ok... so off we went.. but not before we stop at Mc Dicks for a little dinner. well that night was fun. Lo-Job 2000 and 1 i love you and it was an interesitng experience to get high wiht you for the first time... it's much fun we should do it more often. <br />Saturday- got up around 10 (damn good sleep) babysat from 1-4:30 wasn't as bad as i imagined it would be. i then went home got all dressed to go out. adn went over to Sarah Kerr's. so that was fun.. not as many ppl as we were expecting to showed up but meh.. we had up to about 15 maybe 20 at one point. it was lots of fun. smirnoff ice taste really good mixed wiht pepsi and lemon(or if your lazy pepsi twist) yummy... mmm.. and we ate many stawberry's. and Jaxx and i had lots of Ice fights. then everyone jumped in and started to throw ice down my shirt... some hoe grason got ice in my shirt throwing the ice backwards. and then russell put ice in my shirt so i tried to put it in his but then i ended up breaking his necklace... ooops... i feel so bad about it.. i hope he can fix it. oh man then Jaxx and Sarah and SArah and Colin all left and then Shannon and Julie left and i was all alone wiht Grayson Scott Russ and Erin. it was kinda strange.. not bad strange but good strange... SO the boys and i got a little curious as to where JAxx and friends had gone so we all (minus scott who very kindly stayed to watch teh house) got into Russell's car to go look for them.. so we found them and we all went back to sarah's. yes well i wish i could have spent the night cuz it would ahve been even more fun but i had to work this morning... <br />Sunday- NO HANGOVER!!! that's a record for me<br />so yes working then a 3million hour bus ride.<br /> yea but i got a pay check. only $40 but ya know it counts... hum.. i don't work till the 8th better conserve my money.<br />man i am in an altered state of mind. i feel like i'm in a dream world i'm all numb.. 6hours of sleep do that.... <br />wow i have super dark brown hair. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:19122 2002-05-22T05:36:38Z 2002-05-22T05:36:38Z VAn morrison- someone like you hum.... i feel quite satisfied. had some sushi had some jones and a little chocolate... yummy... <br />so yes this day was interesting.. i saw requium for a dream.. it was good and i saw the parent trap (new version) he he love it.. yea hum... van morrison is great... it reminds me of being a little kid cuz my parents used to listen to him.<br />my underwear sings.. the tequilla song.<br /><br />gah! i can't believe it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:18783 2002-05-19T19:48:22Z 2002-05-19T19:48:22Z wow my weekend has kinda sucked so far. friday i did nothing... i mean nothing ergh! yesterday was a little better cuz i got to go out for chinese food with max's family and mine but tiffin made me feel totally unwelcome cuz she was like yea we're goin for chienese food and heather sez hey Zo you going out or are you comming.. and tiffin sez i don't think she was invited.. and i was like thanx a lot . and i've ben feeling totally emotional cuz i feel isolated like i ahve no friends.. and then she sez that and i wanted to cry.. then at dinner i would say something and she would be like calm down or don't get so worked up and i was like wtf she was editing me cuz i din't sound good enough for her... i dunno.. i hurt .<br />well i gtg shopping urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:18445 2002-05-11T06:30:43Z 2002-05-11T06:30:43Z a thousand miles - Vanesa Carlton wow fully in love with teh piano part of this vanesa carlton song. it makes me feel happy. <br />wow guys be happy to know that i have a job! after years ! well actually not really but i ahve been looking for a while and it just kinda landed in my lap. so now i work at the oak bay guest house! kinda exciting :) i still want the job at winners tho. i'm gonna call them tmorrow. hum.. i only went to 2 classes today.. not intentionally.. i only meant to skipp b block but i forgot when C block started so i missed it.. oopsies! well it was fun Ariel and i spent soem time together.. which i miss doing... we're going shopping on tuesday too.. fun fun... hum.. so yes.. i'm hoping to go to the bug zoo with janine 2morrow but who knows how that will happen. maybe we will go sunday. <br />gah! i want my nip nip pierced. but i don't want it done at gothic... it scares me there.... i'm only ever gonna keep buying beads for my toungue ring there cuz he keeps giving me free ones... well who knows.. i'm tired and must sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:18294 2002-05-05T00:58:09Z 2002-05-05T00:58:09Z fated- matthew good band wow! this week has been so busy.. well weekend... friday was great dance class and the grad cruise.. i'm soo tired tho.. i got to bed at 6am and then woke up at 230 and ran to my interview... which seemed to go really well. then i get home and find out i have job at the oak bay guest house 2morrow and i'm like oh gawd i have to get up at 7am and serve and i don't know what to wear.. but i'll live my stepmom has lent me a shirt until i buy one sometime next week. i'm so unbelievably tired rite now. working 2morrow will be so strange.. bah! i'm so sick too.. and incredibly sore.. it's crazy.. but i still wanna go out 2nite but i dunno if it's the best idea or if my parents will let me or even if anyone will call me.... but meh.... hum.. my mom's all crazy excited for me and i'm really too tired to get all happy and excited i'm just like blah... wow so many things going on... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:17928 2002-05-03T03:10:37Z 2002-05-03T03:10:37Z Van Morrison- bright side of the road wow this week has been eventful... even with my sicknes.<br />and man have i been sick... i feel like i'm drunk but in control of my body... gah! in dance class today we had to do shennays and they make me all dizzy... i love it tho...dance class is the highlight of my day! yea i'm all happy cuz igot a job interview at Winners yaya! if i got a job i would cry! i'd actually have money. that would make my year. hum... life it can be intersting.... yaya new shoes saturday too.... i'm gonna die of tiredness this weekend i'm gonna be dead on monday. blah! hum.. too tired and sick to write more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:17879 2002-04-26T19:20:43Z 2002-04-26T19:20:43Z nurega 1: Been kissed? yes<br />2: Done drugs? yes<br />3: Eaten an entire box of Oreos? he he yes<br />4: Been on stage? yes <br />5: Dumped someone else? yes.... i don't think he counts in any way<br />6: Gotten in a car accident? yup (minor)<br />7: Watched "Punky Brewster"? no.. but it sounds familiar<br />8: Been in love? nope<br />Favorites...<br />9: Shampoo: pantene pro-v<br />10: Toothpaste: colgate-winterfresh<br />11: Soap: chicken noodle<br />12: Type of soup: soup?<br />13: Room in your house: my room or the kitchen<br />14: Instrument: guitar<br />Either/Or..<br />15: Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee<br />16: Big or little? big<br />17: Lace or satin? satin<br />18: New or old? new<br />19: Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? jennifer<br />20: Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad! <br />21: Vogue or Material Girl? vogue<br />22: Jeans or cords? jeans<br />23: Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt<br />24: T shirt or tank top? tank<br />25: Skirt or dress? skirt<br />26: Wool or cotton? cotton<br />27: Rose or Lily? rose<br />28: The way it is or the way it was? the way it is<br />29: Oldies or pop?hum....<br />30: Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no <br />31: Do you have a best friend? yup!<br />In the last 24 hours, have you...<br />32: Cried? no<br />33: Helped someone? yes...?<br />34: Bought something? a slurpee<br />35: Gotten sick? no<br />36: Gone to the movies? no<br />37: Gone out for dinner? nope<br />38: Said "I love you"? yes...<br />39: Written a real letter? nope<br />40: Moved on? huh?<br />41: Talked to an ex? don't have any<br />42: Missed an ex? again don't have any<br />43: Written in a journal? if this counts<br />44: Talked to someone you have a crush on? no :(<br />45: Had a serious talk? ya<br />46: Missed someone? yah<br />47: Hugged someone? no :(<br />48: Fought with your parents? no<br />49: Fought with a friend? no<br /><br />Do you.....<br />50: Wear eye shadow? yes<br />51: Put on a "front"? no<br />52: Kiss on the first date? sure<br />53: Have a crush on someone? yes<br />54: Eat with your mouth open? no i dont think so<br />55: If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? middle lower back with the cancer sign or life in japanese or chinese whichever looks nicer<br />56: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? grey or brown (i ahve 2 houses so 2 carpets)<br />57: What was the last CD you bought? i don't remember<br />58: How did you spend last summer? well<br />59: When's the last time you showered? an hour ago <br />60: Are you tired? no <br />61: Are you lonely? no, but i would like being with someone <br />62: Are you happy? yes<br />63: Are you wearing pajamas? nope i am fully clothed<br />64: Are you talking to someone online? yes (zaccy)<br />65: What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? i don't know<br />66:Have you ever been told your an idoit?i don't think so...<br />67:Have you ever said,"Oh,shoot, I'm an idoit"?: yes <br />68:Do stationary objects impede your progress?No stationary objects dont move so they cant impede on my progress<br />69:Have you ever tried to bite your own ear?: no<br />70:Do you own a CD with only one good song on it?: yes! i have about 10 like that!<br />71:Have you ever thrown a deadly object in the air and than tried to catch it?: nope<br />72: Do you stick your tongue out of your mouth when doing task? i don't think so<br />73:Have you ever tried to peirce a body part?: ouch no<br />74: is your IQ less than 90?: i dunno<br />75:Has a vending machine ever stolen 3 dollors or so from you?: yes!<br />76: Have you ever made animal noises thinking they would understand you?: yes!<br />77: have you ever eaten a sticky, messy food with your fingers instead of a utensil?: who hasnt?<br />78: have you ever fallen backwords out of a chair?: yes it hurt <br />79: Have you ever fallen into a river/lake/hole in the ground while sober?: hah yes <br />80:Have you ever eaten/drank something unedible?: yea <br />81:Have you ever yelled a profane word out the window when it was unapropriete?:i dunno<br />82:Have you ever jumped/fallen off a second story building/balcony/rock/ect?: nope<br /> <br />83:Have you ever said you were high or drunk through you really weren't?: no<br />84:Have you ever locked yourself in a room and were unable to escape?: yes :(<br />85:Have you ever dropped alot of your stuff in public?: yes<br />86:Have you ever intentionally passed up on an oppertunity to talk to someone you thought was hot?: yes<br />87:Do you type e-mails for fun?:yes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:playground_love:17564 2002-04-24T04:42:15Z 2002-04-24T04:42:15Z guster- demons <a href="http://www.mutedfaith.com/quiz/q1.htm" target="new"><br /><img src="http://www.mutedfaith.com/images/slut.jpg"><br /></a><br><br />Take the <a href="http://www.mutedfaith.com/quiz/q1.htm" target="new">What High School<br />Stereotype Are You?</a> quiz, by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/labile">Angel</a>.<br />i don't think this is me....